smiling

and cute noses that remind me of cherry tomatoes
small, rounded and sweet.
This has nothing to do with this unpublished draft from last week but with a conversation I had with friend awhile back.
Her tales of cute nose pointed straight into the wind worldly adventures brought a smile to my face and a song to go along with it. That whole perfect timing of song and mood I'd mentioned before.
It happens to me ALL the time.
A couple weeks I was standing up front during Kiss or Kill; not that it was all that exciting on a scene level, more as an eyes closed, music absorption moment that made only me smile. I'm weird like that I guess.
Smile no 1

As this was their final week of their residency, they brought the whole KorK rock'n'roll circus theme to fruition closing the last song with juggling stilt walkers (and I thought such fun couldn't be combined) and inflated 99 cent beach balls tossed above the crowd.
Hopefully someone took pictures of that.
Smile no 2
This night I was working off four hours of sleep, 10 workday and if you've read this blog long enough, four hours of sleep makes me moody. This night was a great mood 90% of the time /I kind of suck mood for the remaining 10% which hit right towards the end as I got tired and hungry.
I found my voice slipping away and I stood staring away into the crowd before the last band. JP noticed and I explained that I just hanging out, feeling stupid. The usual.
"I'm fine. Just annoyed with myself sometimes"
"What did you do?"
[she asked somethng along those lines]
"It's not what I did; it's what I seem to never do. Simple things I find myself regretting not doing sometimes"
"Ah a missed opportunity?”
"As always.”
[this conversation was actually much simpler as JP knows all about my predictable issues]
Back to the Smile
For the second time She's Your Sister cheered the fuck out of me. I can be in a mood and when the last band rolling on stage at 1 am can keep the crowd inside, pull me up front, make me smile then you know they are that good.
Gush, gush, I know, but damn do I enjoy them.
Oh they are playing at BB Kings tonight (Universal City 10pm), which means it's free if you eat dinner but otherwise like a million and ten dollars to get in.
We'll have to have a conversation sometime about what could happen if you start seizing those opportunities willy-nilly, balls to the wall, devil-may-care...ishly.
ReplyDeleteYou could do it, you know. And it could be good. Very good.
"You could do it, you know. And it could be good. Very good. " - JP
ReplyDeleteYeah Bobby D... don't call me when the police come knockin' after you seize your opportunities....I'm picturing some thing like that movie Raising Arizona vs Fargo. You remind me of a cross between Nic Cage and William H Macy.
thanks for actually signing in this time djcz
ReplyDeletejp - yeah.