I know she knows

Walking back from the patio to the Red Room I saw DG chatting with so and so and made my way over to give her a hello hug. She was standing in the empty area where the DJ played and where I tried to ignore his so-so choices in so-so songs.

She said hi, hello, hey there, or something like that over the loud music, reaching out for the hug. As I pulled away from her I made some remark pointing out how I decided to say hi to her in person instead of just online hellos, making light of my shyness.

She laughingly asked, "What?" Not hearing a single word I said.

I smiled, rolled my eyes and mouthed a 'Don’t worry about it. It was nothing' as I continued off in my original direction.

A pointless, simple hello, yet there I was trying to ignore the memory of my hands around her waist for the rest of the night.

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  1. Anonymous12:27 AM

    I've OFTEN been surprised how often the ones I think I'm disgustingly obvious about, sometimes have no freakin' idea... it kind of blows my mind every time it happens... but it just keeps happening.

    I don't know anything about your situation in specific... just thought I'd chime in with that... incase it applies.

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  2. robert_dean10:02 AM

    Maybe you act normal enough around them that they don't notice, but of course its very obvious to your friends. Sometimes "getting to know you" interest can be confused with " I like you" interest.

    ~~~
    Oh she knows either by someone telling her or herself viewing most of the older posts when there was a myspace version of this. I'm not sure what she thinks of it.

    I should clarify some things:

    This is an infatuation, as I don't know her very well. "She", this near perfect image of her, is a muse to me. She's not perfect of course. I'm not, who is?

    I stopped and pulled back, so I can just be myself around her, to worry about getting my own life together to where I want it to be and not be distracted. Tuesday night just reminded me that I still find her attractive, thats all.

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